MISDEMEANOR speaks...

There are little pieces of glass
Where the rainbows should've been...
There's a tangy darkness
Where it never shoud've been...

I marvel at my black debris...
Its the 1 thing no one can match...
But it has what you'd want I hope...
A few dots of the fragments of my dried up soul....

Mediocrisy was never the thing for you...
But I seem to have proven insipid...
And it still won't stop me from tilting over...

You let me in, time and again...
But me being the jerk that I am...
Like the irregular winds of time...
My thrifty conscience let me down....

Live a little of the good things...
Precious little I've given though...
Loathe this slight plea of mine...
But please for your sake, do a little living...

I know no explanation can render peace...
I'm a lost cause it seems...
And my horror is real...

Sorry for falling a little short...
My cruelty is the only kindness i know...

I tried to lift myself up ,I swear...
But you were so high above me...
I guess I kind of got lost in the way...

Laugh a little please...
Dampen out my insensitivity....
It keeps lingering on even after I leave...

Even in the darkness, Im jaded and confused...
Even in the darkness, your still the light I saw....
Which I never got around to follow....

Sorry for falling a little short...
My cruelty is still the only kindness I know.
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